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something i've not seen
by muzakluvah
Age: 25  Sex: F

459 Entries
# Entry Date
1 act ii 01/09/2008 10:49 GMT
2 this is only a test 25/08/2008 05:16 GMT
3 i can break the sky myself 10/08/2008 11:19 GMT
4 my sweet little angel eyes 28/07/2008 09:53 GMT
5 mommy 24/07/2008 10:17 GMT
6 what it is to burn 14/07/2008 09:03 GMT
7 N/A 12/07/2008 06:42 GMT
8 it's hard to move on 11/07/2008 10:53 GMT
9 crab apple 11/07/2008 06:28 GMT
10 a suitcase packed and an 8 x 10 09/07/2008 01:25 GMT
11 thenoteshewrotethaticantbringmyselftothrowaway 04/07/2008 10:48 GMT
12 N/A 04/07/2008 08:25 GMT
13 toxic, i'm slipping under 20/06/2008 12:58 GMT
14 N/A 03/06/2008 06:00 GMT
15 a nice piece of fruit 29/05/2008 09:25 GMT
16 adrenaline junkie 26/05/2008 08:14 GMT
17 some things will never change 19/05/2008 05:49 GMT
18 N/A 13/05/2008 09:55 GMT
19 N/A 25/04/2008 07:38 GMT
20 rapidly fraying rope? 14/04/2008 01:20 GMT
21 david, "dc", michael 13/04/2008 09:30 GMT
22 that's it [i]'ve had enough 13/04/2008 05:54 GMT
23 "8 out of 10 ... would buy it" 09/04/2008 10:18 GMT
24 N/A 05/04/2008 07:24 GMT
25 see it on my face... 29/03/2008 08:42 GMT
26 i've been dreaming of a... 26/03/2008 07:17 GMT
27 help me out 12/03/2008 12:53 GMT
28 so here i am 05/03/2008 08:36 GMT
29 your brown eyes... goodbye, good night 11/02/2008 09:40 GMT
30 when i come around 11/02/2008 06:46 GMT
31 i bruise easily 04/02/2008 06:37 GMT
32 you know you did it, i'm gone 01/02/2008 09:31 GMT
33 i'm always too late; i think of everything i hate 01/02/2008 04:54 GMT
34 question: 31/01/2008 12:57 GMT
35 gotta grow up sometime 27/01/2008 03:10 GMT
36 it'll still be two days til we say we're sorry 25/01/2008 11:45 GMT
37 i wish i had a bullet 21/01/2008 05:44 GMT
38 i am blue i will bleed i will die 21/01/2008 01:10 GMT
39 hey, come back to me 13/01/2008 10:22 GMT
40 west hollywood and back 02/01/2008 06:34 GMT
41 N/A 27/12/2007 08:55 GMT
42 must be a quarter life crisis 16/12/2007 11:46 GMT
43 i undress my mind and dare you to follow 14/12/2007 07:50 GMT
44 cause you ask for it, cause you need one 13/12/2007 03:09 GMT
45 home again, home again 15/11/2007 01:31 GMT
46 not tomorrow, but next monday 04/11/2007 12:45 GMT
47 22 days... 19/10/2007 04:40 GMT
48 voodoo chile? 30/09/2007 02:59 GMT
49 but i can see you through jaded eyes 20/09/2007 01:30 GMT
50 for the life of me 09/09/2007 03:23 GMT
51 lies to keep me near 20/08/2007 08:27 GMT
52 don't you agree? 13/08/2007 05:18 GMT
53 you say i only hear what i want to 03/08/2007 02:16 GMT
54 and it kills my time 29/07/2007 10:54 GMT
55 tell me all your thoughts on god 26/07/2007 12:17 GMT
56 saturday night burns a redness on my face 23/07/2007 09:18 GMT
57 balancing the whole thing 13/07/2007 11:19 GMT
58 and it's hard for me to hold her doubt 02/07/2007 02:45 GMT
59 when the dogs do smell her... 26/06/2007 07:56 GMT
60 N/A 19/06/2007 05:21 GMT
61 i hope you need this now, 'cause i know i still do 13/06/2007 11:07 GMT
62 the sixty 04/06/2007 06:05 GMT
63 how long has this been going on? 02/06/2007 09:26 GMT
64 this is me walking away 01/06/2007 10:51 GMT
65 every passing moment, it just keeps getting worse 30/05/2007 09:19 GMT
66 for no reason 23/05/2007 09:58 GMT
67 don't cry lonely girl 22/05/2007 11:31 GMT
68 ... 02/05/2007 12:33 GMT
69 tell the boys where to find my body 25/04/2007 12:31 GMT
70 business as usual 07/04/2007 11:55 GMT
71 but i know it's too late 01/04/2007 02:20 GMT
72 thnks fr th mmrs 27/03/2007 07:33 GMT
73 for you i will... 24/03/2007 05:06 GMT
74 you're the only one i would take a shot on 23/03/2007 11:54 GMT
75 will anything ever be good enough for you? 22/03/2007 04:23 GMT
76 ...in effect and it's about time 17/03/2007 08:24 GMT
77 looks like you've been thinking about ditching me 20/02/2007 05:52 GMT
78 as the explodes we fall out of it 18/02/2007 11:03 GMT
79 for the first time i know who i am 09/02/2007 06:09 GMT
80 we won't stand for hazy eyes anymore 08/02/2007 02:47 GMT
81 going home 01/02/2007 08:27 GMT
82 you are the one who has made me 27/01/2007 11:01 GMT
83 theres nothing here left for me but empty promises 24/01/2007 05:58 GMT
84 incubus - sold out 23/01/2007 07:54 GMT
85 the end of innocence 22/01/2007 08:52 GMT
86 come on, remember who you are 18/01/2007 11:10 GMT
87 we keep trying to mix it up 11/01/2007 02:19 GMT
88 tears on my pillow 09/01/2007 02:37 GMT
89 i guess the joke's on me 05/01/2007 12:41 GMT
90 make it a note to take your pills 28/12/2006 02:50 GMT
91 it's not up to you, well it never really was 25/12/2006 03:30 GMT
92 not for loss, but for never having had 07/12/2006 02:48 GMT
93 to hell with you and all your friends 25/11/2006 02:48 GMT
94 what are they to feel? who are they to be? 21/11/2006 07:59 GMT
95 she knew that her life had passed her by 18/11/2006 12:52 GMT
96 N/A 12/11/2006 02:54 GMT
97 woe is me 26/10/2006 02:35 GMT
98 in iraq 20/10/2006 10:51 GMT
99 going to the desert... 29/09/2006 03:16 GMT
100 i sit in my desolate room 26/09/2006 03:20 GMT
101 guess even pictures fade 25/09/2006 07:38 GMT
102 make it something beautiful again 21/09/2006 09:24 GMT
103 things'll never be the same 19/09/2006 08:14 GMT
104 N/A 16/09/2006 11:34 GMT
105 it's gon' rain on yo head 14/09/2006 08:26 GMT
106 i'd burn the city down to show you the light 12/09/2006 11:30 GMT
107 she's gonna break soon 12/09/2006 06:52 GMT
108 N/A 08/09/2006 05:05 GMT
109 i don't wanna love you if love is this alone 06/09/2006 08:16 GMT
110 N/A 05/09/2006 07:03 GMT
111 it's not healthy for me to feel this way 01/09/2006 09:31 GMT
112 how'd you like to go for a ride? 28/08/2006 11:53 GMT
113 how did you know just where i would be? 25/08/2006 07:54 GMT
114 N/A 22/08/2006 11:12 GMT
115 lame 21/08/2006 01:07 GMT
116 vforvendettaredwhiteblueskies 20/08/2006 11:13 GMT
117 N/A 18/08/2006 10:25 GMT
118 bible in the drawer, what did it ever do for me? 12/08/2006 07:34 GMT
119 N/A 10/08/2006 12:09 GMT
120 you had your chance, you blew it 09/08/2006 09:04 GMT
121 N/A 06/08/2006 08:35 GMT
122 what a wonderful caricature of intimacy 04/08/2006 09:44 GMT
123 i've seen you cry when you deserved to be alive 26/07/2006 08:53 GMT
124 put the pen to paper, charm your way out 25/07/2006 05:02 GMT
125 I'm burning and I'm blacking my lungs 23/07/2006 01:41 GMT
126 i didn't find you, you found me 19/07/2006 12:22 GMT
127 gah! 17/07/2006 09:04 GMT
128 chinese, japanese, dirty knees, look at these... 12/07/2006 12:06 GMT
129 sings a song, sounds like she's singing 10/07/2006 02:04 GMT
130 i'm in the mood to lose my way with words 09/07/2006 01:09 GMT
131 she'lltellyoushe'sanorphanafteryou'vemetherfamily 28/06/2006 07:49 GMT
132 all the tears, all the stress 26/06/2006 04:57 GMT
133 N/A 19/06/2006 04:20 GMT
134 i came to see all the things that you were made of 11/06/2006 04:22 GMT
135 maybe tomorrow i'll find my way home? 03/06/2006 03:57 GMT
136 for more than a feeling 01/06/2006 06:57 GMT
137 you'll be on my mind forever 31/05/2006 07:27 GMT
138 she says i don't love you anymore 27/05/2006 01:21 GMT
139 why don't you tell it like it really is? 12/05/2006 08:27 GMT
140 free to dance! 06/05/2006 12:30 GMT
141 N/A 25/04/2006 12:04 GMT
142 this is a song about susan 09/04/2006 07:26 GMT
143 even when your hope is gone, move along 08/04/2006 12:35 GMT
144 take.this.razor.sign.your.name.across.my.wrists 22/03/2006 06:45 GMT
145 your eyes shine bright, like a jesus nitelite 20/03/2006 09:01 GMT
146 goddess sparkle (bjork) 20/03/2006 07:07 GMT
147 your signs are pointing to nowhere 16/03/2006 11:59 GMT
148 we're the lifers here to the bitter end 15/03/2006 10:22 GMT
149 i miss you, and i miss you more 11/03/2006 05:33 GMT
150 signals that we send over the air 10/03/2006 07:09 GMT
151 rock bottom 09/03/2006 07:52 GMT
152 in the middle of the night i go walkin in my sleep 05/03/2006 09:58 GMT
153 N/A 03/03/2006 10:12 GMT
154 these words are my own 02/03/2006 10:34 GMT
155 you're a good friend, you're consistent 28/02/2006 06:44 GMT
156 what i really meant to say... 25/02/2006 02:44 GMT
157 one tree hill 24/02/2006 05:10 GMT
158 i need help, some inspiration... 23/02/2006 11:11 GMT
159 over 10 years have gone by... locked in time 20/02/2006 12:47 GMT
160 just for fun 20/02/2006 01:00 GMT
161 when she woke in the morning 18/02/2006 07:11 GMT
162 some of us never see the light... 17/02/2006 07:16 GMT
163 a therapeutic chain of events... 13/02/2006 08:54 GMT
164 and to think, i have low self-esteem! 09/02/2006 12:08 GMT
165 dressed up like the wife of a life i'll never have 06/02/2006 09:46 GMT
166 nancy does dallas 05/02/2006 10:45 GMT
167 hollywood hills and suburban thrills and you. 02/02/2006 09:07 GMT
168 you say more by saying nothing at all 01/02/2006 11:32 GMT
169 if at first you don't suceed, don't try again 30/01/2006 07:28 GMT
170 you are beautiful, no matter what they say... 29/01/2006 04:55 GMT
171 a place for my head 28/01/2006 11:00 GMT
172 i'm done f*cking around with the guilt engine 26/01/2006 09:23 GMT
173 lack of color, lack of sun, lack of melatonin 25/01/2006 10:35 GMT
174 u were the last good thing about this part of town 24/01/2006 10:26 GMT
175 ARG!! 20/01/2006 06:55 GMT
176 have i been erased? 09/01/2006 12:23 GMT
177 N/A 07/01/2006 11:37 GMT
178 just tie the rope, and kick the chair... 07/01/2006 03:30 GMT
179 f*** you and f*** everybody you f***ing know! 03/01/2006 10:52 GMT
180 and i'm stuck in the meantime 31/12/2005 02:17 GMT
181 i've always been an easy kill 26/12/2005 10:17 GMT
182 always up or down, never down and out 26/12/2005 09:42 GMT
183 i need you here tonight... 25/12/2005 01:48 GMT
184 and at your funeral, i will sing the requiem 24/12/2005 02:05 GMT
185 the lion, the witch, and the wardrobe 23/12/2005 06:36 GMT
186 if i were a painter and paint a memory... 22/12/2005 08:41 GMT
187 N/A 20/12/2005 01:58 GMT
188 N/A 12/12/2005 07:57 GMT
189 hello, good morning, how ya been? 07/12/2005 01:16 GMT
190 i quit, i give up 06/12/2005 11:57 GMT
191 dreaming of my true love... 05/12/2005 05:57 GMT
192 maybe this christmas? 04/12/2005 09:36 GMT
193 pointless entry: shoes 03/12/2005 01:17 GMT
194 had a bad day again 26/11/2005 01:29 GMT
195 it's turkey time... gobble, gobble 24/11/2005 03:06 GMT
196 blaze of glory 23/11/2005 10:40 GMT
197 N/A 23/11/2005 01:46 GMT
198 all the things [he] said 21/11/2005 11:49 GMT
199 cheaters 21/11/2005 11:23 GMT
200 arg! 20/11/2005 12:18 GMT
201 haven't you heard that i'm gonna be okay? 20/11/2005 02:17 GMT
202 i wish i was a little bit taller, i wish i was... 19/11/2005 01:13 GMT
203 man your own jackhammers, man your battlestations 18/11/2005 10:22 GMT
204 my last letter to al... i hope 16/11/2005 08:45 GMT
205 woe-is-f***ING-me!! 14/11/2005 10:48 GMT
206 N/A 12/11/2005 02:38 GMT
207 yes, it's me again, and i'm back 10/11/2005 12:15 GMT
208 the truth doth come out 10/11/2005 11:09 GMT
209 vacation don't equal fun 11/10/2005 10:26 GMT
210 N/A 01/10/2005 02:13 GMT
211 ;_ ; 27/09/2005 10:52 GMT
212 there's no me in you 27/09/2005 06:19 GMT
213 the devil's rejects 25/09/2005 08:04 GMT
214 N/A 25/09/2005 03:37 GMT
215 way bored. quiz time. 24/09/2005 10:34 GMT
216 if you subtract ten, it's the 13... 23/09/2005 04:47 GMT
217 N/A 22/09/2005 06:08 GMT
218 people don't drive me crazy, i do 20/09/2005 08:42 GMT
219 N/A 20/09/2005 07:16 GMT
220 because i'm so bored... 19/09/2005 08:02 GMT
221 N/A 19/09/2005 05:03 GMT
222 50 questions 17/09/2005 11:13 GMT
223 i wonder sometimes about the outcome 17/09/2005 10:49 GMT
224 N/A 15/07/2005 08:48 GMT
225 give me miles of mountains and i ask for the sea! 02/07/2005 06:56 GMT
226 how do i know what's too picky? 02/07/2005 06:19 GMT
227 w/ every passing moment it just keeps getting wors 24/05/2005 10:10 GMT
228 i can't help myself, i've got to see you again 23/05/2005 07:45 GMT
229 N/A 17/05/2005 10:25 GMT
230 would it be okay if we went our separate ways? 16/05/2005 03:26 GMT
231 the pig that celebrates your end 21/03/2005 04:32 GMT
232 the boy is mine 20/03/2005 07:00 GMT
233 so i bid to you goodnight 27/01/2005 06:46 GMT
234 N/A 23/01/2005 08:21 GMT
235 slippin' 13/01/2005 07:50 GMT
236 the old me... 09/01/2005 05:06 GMT
237 Goodbye, goodbye to all the fake people in my life 04/01/2005 03:53 GMT
238 the optimistic pessimist 03/01/2005 07:32 GMT
239 Let's play a game! 30/12/2004 02:10 GMT
240 You gave me... 29/12/2004 05:02 GMT
241 Happy Belated Birthday to Me! 28/12/2004 04:48 GMT
242 Woe is me! 27/12/2004 05:55 GMT
243 Alcohol is Evil: Part II 24/12/2004 07:02 GMT
244 Alcohol is Evil!! 23/12/2004 09:20 GMT
245 Merry Christmas! 23/12/2004 01:17 GMT
246 I'm baaaaaaaaack!!!! 20/12/2004 04:09 GMT
247 Things have changed 05/11/2004 12:15 GMT
248 Camp Red Cloud 16/10/2004 00:33 GMT
249 Advanced Individual Training 10/07/2004 20:27 GMT
250 Basic Combat Training 24/06/2004 12:35 GMT
251 The agony of defeat 09/04/2004 20:44 GMT
252 Gently I go into that good night. 05/04/2004 20:25 GMT
253 The sex she silpped into my coffee 01/04/2004 14:25 GMT
254 I'm falling, and I'm falling 30/03/2004 20:58 GMT
255 ...and you kissed me like you meant it... 29/03/2004 10:58 GMT
256 N/A 25/03/2004 10:14 GMT
257 N/A 24/03/2004 14:20 GMT
258 N/A 18/03/2004 14:37 GMT
259 N/A 17/03/2004 12:05 GMT
260 steal some covers, share some skin. 06/03/2004 21:49 GMT
261 Until the day I die, I'll spill my heart for you 04/03/2004 20:52 GMT
262 I'm back! 03/03/2004 22:11 GMT
263 N/A 26/02/2004 23:48 GMT
264 For lack of anything better to say... 21/02/2004 13:07 GMT
265 N/A 18/02/2004 19:18 GMT
266 N/A 15/02/2004 15:03 GMT
267 N/A 12/02/2004 20:59 GMT
268 N/A 12/02/2004 13:41 GMT
269 That Private No-No Place 10/02/2004 23:57 GMT
270 Two Mile Effing Sprint 05/02/2004 20:15 GMT
271 1...2...3...ONE! 1...2...3...TWO! 04/02/2004 20:40 GMT
272 A Crow Left of the Murder 01/02/2004 21:09 GMT
273 Love has a reason 30/01/2004 21:42 GMT
274 N/A 24/01/2004 16:20 GMT
275 20040413 23/01/2004 20:51 GMT
276 N/A 22/01/2004 17:09 GMT
277 N/A 20/01/2004 21:38 GMT
278 N/A 17/01/2004 19:35 GMT
279 N/A 16/01/2004 20:53 GMT
280 N/A 14/01/2004 12:45 GMT
281 My Friday night 09/01/2004 21:07 GMT
282 N/A 09/01/2004 16:51 GMT
283 N/A 08/01/2004 09:09 GMT
284 Big Fish 08/01/2004 00:00 GMT
285 N/A 06/01/2004 20:09 GMT
286 N/A 05/01/2004 18:37 GMT
287 N/A 03/01/2004 23:17 GMT
288 This is an open road song. 02/01/2004 22:09 GMT
289 N/A 29/12/2003 11:53 GMT
290 I'm holding out but not getting an answer 25/12/2003 23:27 GMT
291 N/A 24/12/2003 01:37 GMT
292 N/A 23/12/2003 14:10 GMT
293 N/A 19/12/2003 00:37 GMT
294 N/A 17/12/2003 00:21 GMT
295 N/A 17/12/2003 00:20 GMT
296 Happy birthday to me! 16/12/2003 20:11 GMT
297 She pulls her dinner from her pocket... 14/12/2003 01:46 GMT
298 Final Exam #2 12/12/2003 18:04 GMT
299 Final Exam #1 12/12/2003 14:03 GMT
300 N/A 11/12/2003 09:16 GMT
301 N/A 10/12/2003 12:53 GMT
302 Buzz Bakesale 2003 08/12/2003 12:59 GMT
303 N/A 05/12/2003 00:13 GMT
304 one more thing 04/12/2003 00:31 GMT
305 N/A 03/12/2003 23:43 GMT
306 I hope that I will never let you down 03/12/2003 01:25 GMT
307 N/A 29/11/2003 20:19 GMT
308 Night of the Living Porn